*TheOfficial*Luv's Thread

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I have decided that I put myself down way too much. I probably don't even realize when I'm doing, I do it so much. Not only is it not good to think such things about myself, it gives other people the idea that saying the same things about me is okay. When other people say it though, it really hurts. A few examples from this weekend:

A friend and I were helping another friend who was stumbling drunk get into his house Saturday night. I went to search his pockets, and I said something about not worrying about me trying anything, in jest. He looks at me and says, "Honey, no worries. You're not that great looking anyway." Drunk people are so honest.

Yesterday, I was at a friend's house for a fish fry. They were setting up a volleyball net. My friend says it can be him and his cousin's friend against his cousin and one of her other friend's. He then says, "And we'll take LeAnn, so you guys will have a better chance of winning." I know he was joking, but it still hurt. I decided that it was a good time to head home.



Maybe I'm PMSing. I always take things more personal than I should. Still, I'm going to start making a conscious effort to stop putting myself down so much.