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Old 08-09-2010, 12:35 PM  
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FAX And The Morphine Withdrawal
Boys and girls, this is freaking hard. Crap ... I can barely type, too ...

I've been taking upwards of 200 mg of morphine sulfate daily for the last year and a half since prior to my back surgery last October.

Anyhow, I got a little crazy and quit the pills Wednesday night ... mother****ing child of God's abandon ****ing fallen angels ... I swear, I feel like I've been trying to climb out of the Devil's asshole for the last four days. This is the most difficult thing I've ever done in my entire freaking life.

Do not ... ever ... do not become addicted to narcotics, peeps. They will rock your world and ruin your ass. That is all.

FAX THE HALF DEAD AND WISHING IT WASN'T JUST HALF
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Old 08-14-2010, 11:56 PM   #121
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Here's "troubling" ...

I happen to know for an absolute fact that Vanderbilt has a special ward (they don't talk about) set aside for physicians and nurses who become addicted to prescription narcotics. A dirty little secret. 15 beds in the ward and they're full all the time ... detoxing the same people who are prescribing to people like me.

Not that I blame them ... I was the one who kept demanding an increase in my dosage ... up to the 200 mg per day levels (which I personally prefer for maximum highness). The fact is that those drugs are extremely available and addictive ... I note with interest that some people can become addicted to morphine sulfate in less than 24 hours of use. Amazing, really.

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And this is why you'll be fine, not that this will mitigate the suckage in the interim.
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Old 08-15-2010, 12:40 AM   #122
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Old 08-15-2010, 05:57 AM   #123
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"So" is one of my top 2 all time records. From "Red Rain" to "This Is The Picture" ... it's one hell of an effort. I love the crazy bastard ... and Kate.

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I'm gonna be okay. Every day is a little better.

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Old 08-15-2010, 06:03 AM   #124
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I've been on vacation, so I completely missed this thread. I have no experience here, so I have nothing to add but a prayer for strength for you, beach tribe and for anyone else fighting this fight. Good luck to you all.
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Old 08-15-2010, 07:51 AM   #125
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Many doctors are real pill pushers. I had finger surgery last year. The doc gave me a script for 30 pills. I took 3 or 4 of them after the surgery and another couple when they pulled the pin out. I saw him every couple weeks for about a 4 month period and every time he asked me if I needed anything for the pain. At one point he wrote me a script that I didn't even want and never filled. I have no doubt he would have written me a script every time I went if I asked for it. These were low dosage, but there was no way anyone needed the number of pills he was offering for the level of the pain involved in that procedure.

Hope you get your energy back, FAX. Good to see you here.
No kidding. I dislocated my finger a couple years ago and they tried giving me a prescription for opiates for the pain. I said no thanks and just took some advil at home.
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Old 08-15-2010, 08:11 AM   #126
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I'm taking Lortab for the pain in my back. My daughter called the wha-mbulance last saterday and they gave me a shot of morphine. 5th time I've gotten a shot for pain. I'ze can standz it till I can't standz it any more! Monday I am getting a second epaderal. They tell me that this time should help, yea right, I doubt it but worth the try. I told the Dr. that I think I need surgery & didn't think the next epaderal will work. I freaking hurt.


I feel your pain Mr. Fax, wishing you the best of luck. Prayers are with you and I have found with my addictions prayers have helped me in recovery. Don't ever give up. God is good and can use the worse case scinario and make it into a blessing, we may not know what the blessing is but God uses us for greater purposes, than the problems we have. It get's confusing why God does this but who am I to question God?
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Old 08-15-2010, 09:11 AM   #127
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Many doctors are real pill pushers. I had finger surgery last year. The doc gave me a script for 30 pills. I took 3 or 4 of them after the surgery and another couple when they pulled the pin out. I saw him every couple weeks for about a 4 month period and every time he asked me if I needed anything for the pain. At one point he wrote me a script that I didn't even want and never filled. I have no doubt he would have written me a script every time I went if I asked for it. These were low dosage, but there was no way anyone needed the number of pills he was offering for the level of the pain involved in that procedure.

Hope you get your energy back, FAX. Good to see you here.
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Old 08-15-2010, 09:19 AM   #128
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Best of luck, Mr. FAX. I know zip about what this is like, but you're definitely in my thoughts.
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Old 08-15-2010, 09:24 AM   #129
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Old 08-15-2010, 09:45 AM   #130
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Thanks for the kind words, Mr. Buehler445.

No pain. Obviously, when I started the morphine/dilaudid way back 18 months ago, I was in a lot of pain. But, to be completely honest with you, I probably could have (and should have) quit the meds a couple of months after the surgery (January, maybe). I didn't, though.

The dependency/addiction set in. The morphine masked all my emotions and took my cares and worries away. Plus, the doctors are more than willing to keep you on the meds until your brain turns to absolute mush.

So, I'm good. I got really pissed at myself for succumbing to the addictive behavior. I feel no physical pain ... only great regret for not having faced down this evil bitch earlier. I fear I am a major pussy when it comes to narcotics.

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I'm very glad you don't have pain. That makes your process easier. I didn't know if the Crohns and the 9 kajillion surgeries (roughly) you in pain. You're in the money. Keep your head up and beat this thing. You got this.

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I have a neighbor and friend that's a UCLA Psychology professor and we often chat on while walking our dogs.

He's told me that these days, "psychology" is more about prescribing drugs, when it should be about therapy and drugs when needed.

Our whole society is becoming over-medicated.

Now, by that, I'm not talking about necessary medications for asthmatics, allergies, cholesterol, heart, cancer, etc.

I'm talking about the wholesale selling of narcotics and psychotropic drugs to "solve" problems that should be addressed otherwise.

It's very troubling.
I'd agree with that. My wife teaches and she says that there are a huge number of kids on ADD drugs that don't have ADD. Kids are kids. Some are hyper. That doesn't mean they have ADD.

WTF is the next generation going to be? Scary.
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Old 08-15-2010, 10:12 AM   #131
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Just because your bitch ass relapsed after getting hooked on pain killers, from the pain of your super "rad" ultimate cliche' skull tattoos that you have all over your arms.(seriously you have the tramp stamp of men's tattoos) doesn't mean FAX will relapse.
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Old 08-15-2010, 11:39 AM   #132
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Just because your bitch ass relapsed after getting hooked on pain killers, from the pain of your super "rad" ultimate cliche' skull tattoos that you have all over your arms.(seriously you have the tramp stamp of men's tattoos) doesn't mean FAX will relapse.
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Wow. What's up with the Scorp hate? Please refer me to the original thread.
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Old 08-15-2010, 12:12 PM   #134
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Good luck FAX. Your story inspires me that anything can be quit. You've already quit, now just stay quit.
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Old 08-15-2010, 12:21 PM   #135
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FAX, you're an amazingly strong-willed individual. Not many people can even come close to doing what you're doing. Not many at all. STAY STRONG, man. Sounds like the very worst of it is behind you. Now you just gotta keep fighting the war after having won some very tough battles!
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