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03-21-2010, 08:05 AM | Topic Starter |
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My ex had her baby last night...
I dont know why Im posting this thread, just need to vent. I know I shouldnt be feeling this way, its been almost a year since my wife left but I feel like I just missed the birth of my own child. I knew it was going to happen soon and I thought I was mentally prepared but when her dad called me and told me this morning I quickly realized I wasn't. I cant believe I still love her after everything she's done to me and put me through both emotionally and financially. I would take her back and help her raise her baby in a heartbeat. Thats how much I love her. ****ing pathetic I know. When's this shit going to end? Its been 10 months and it still hurts just as much as the day I found out. Its so hard to keep face in front of my kids, they are so excited to have a new baby sister and I have to pretend Im happy and excited for them but its killing me. I know I have to be strong for my kids and I will but when they are gone I dont know what to do.
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03-21-2010, 08:06 AM | #2 |
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Hang in there man. I know its easy for others to say time will heal but it really is true.
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100% true.
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03-21-2010, 08:07 AM | #4 |
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alittle bourbon in your coffee will help.
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03-21-2010, 08:10 AM | #5 |
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I thought the child wasn't yours?
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03-21-2010, 08:11 AM | #6 |
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Wow. Turn in you f@cking Man Card immediately.
Do you want to know why she treated you like shit? Because you let her!
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03-22-2010, 12:20 PM | #7 | |
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Guy's going thru a hard time. The one person he truly loved shit on his life, he has kids envolved, and are partially related to this. |
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03-21-2010, 08:15 AM | #9 |
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If your still as torn up as the day you found out, you need to get some counseling. I know how it sucks to have a nasty divorce, it sucks ass to the end of the earth until you realize you will survive and can find someone else.
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03-21-2010, 08:18 AM | #10 |
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Be glad you don't have to deal with the little shit.
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03-21-2010, 08:20 AM | #11 |
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03-21-2010, 08:24 AM | #12 |
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She sounds like she's a real treat.. the further you stay away from her the better off you are. Let her boy toy raise that baby. Sounds like she got herself into the mess she is in... never ever let her come back. Ohh and use it against her in the divorce.
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03-21-2010, 08:25 AM | #13 |
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The fact that I cant get over her is my own fault. We've been seeing each other and sleeping with each other for the last 6 months. At first I was only doing it for revenge. It felt good because her bf knew it was going on and kept giving her chance after chance. I guess I just wanted him to feel a little bit of what I felt when he did it to me. Plus we have amazing sex, by far the best Ive ever had. I didnt think it was messing with me emotionally but I guess I was wrong. She has been telling me that she wants to get back together someday, but couldnt right now because she felt trapped since they were having a baby together. She says she still loves me and doesnt love him at all but Im not so sure anymore. Im starting to think she just likes ****ing two guys. There have been several times that I tried to end it, but she would always talk me into to it again and I couldnt resist.
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