Home Discord Chat
Go Back   ChiefsPlanet > Nzoner's Game Room
Reload this Page Life I'm depressed
Register FAQDonate Members List Calendar

Reply
Page 14 of 29 « First 410111213 14 1516171824 Last »
 
Thread Tools Display Modes
Old 10-30-2018, 03:56 PM  
rabblerouser rabblerouser is offline
left blank intentionally
 
rabblerouser's Avatar
 
Join Date: Oct 2012
Location: Belize Nuts
Casino cash: $4644897
I'm depressed
So, I'm not really happy...on the surface things seem great, I have a decent job, Chiefs are kicking ass, I have a nice crib in the country, a couple cars, play some music on the weekends...

But I'm absolutely depressed. I miss my daughter, I miss my ex-girlfriend, Brittney...

I want to move to NY, but I have to wait for my job.

So, it seems like I'm stuck here, at least for a bit...

Not much is bringing me pleasure, I was so depressed today at work...I get weird thoughts, not like I want to hurt myself, but just...musings on the pointlessness of going to work every single day, just to pay to exist, just to really pay for the kid that I never see...

I'm actually pretty damn lonely, even in a roomful of people.

It sucks.
Posts: 32,166
rabblerouser is obviously part of the inner Circle.rabblerouser is obviously part of the inner Circle.rabblerouser is obviously part of the inner Circle.rabblerouser is obviously part of the inner Circle.rabblerouser is obviously part of the inner Circle.rabblerouser is obviously part of the inner Circle.rabblerouser is obviously part of the inner Circle.rabblerouser is obviously part of the inner Circle.rabblerouser is obviously part of the inner Circle.rabblerouser is obviously part of the inner Circle.rabblerouser is obviously part of the inner Circle.
     Reply With Quote
Old 05-27-2019, 11:12 AM   #196
rabblerouser rabblerouser is offline
left blank intentionally
 
rabblerouser's Avatar
 

Join Date: Oct 2012
Location: Belize Nuts
Casino cash: $4644897
Quote:
Originally Posted by Maaxx88 View Post
I'm sorry for your feelings buddy.

But how about online video conversations?

It will not replace the real feelings, but maybe heal a little bit.
We'll see.

Moving this weekend, so as soon as I get settled, maybe life will slow down enough for that to happen.
__________________
MY ADOPT-A-CHIEF : Jody Fortson Jr.
Posts: 32,166
rabblerouser is obviously part of the inner Circle.rabblerouser is obviously part of the inner Circle.rabblerouser is obviously part of the inner Circle.rabblerouser is obviously part of the inner Circle.rabblerouser is obviously part of the inner Circle.rabblerouser is obviously part of the inner Circle.rabblerouser is obviously part of the inner Circle.rabblerouser is obviously part of the inner Circle.rabblerouser is obviously part of the inner Circle.rabblerouser is obviously part of the inner Circle.rabblerouser is obviously part of the inner Circle.
     Reply With Quote
Old 06-26-2019, 03:43 PM   #197
rabblerouser rabblerouser is offline
left blank intentionally
 
rabblerouser's Avatar
 

Join Date: Oct 2012
Location: Belize Nuts
Casino cash: $4644897
Quote:
Originally Posted by Mr. Wizard View Post
Trintellix 20 mg. is my suggestion. It brings the "normal" back to your life.

godspeed
****, I don't want to take anything...
__________________
MY ADOPT-A-CHIEF : Jody Fortson Jr.
Posts: 32,166
rabblerouser is obviously part of the inner Circle.rabblerouser is obviously part of the inner Circle.rabblerouser is obviously part of the inner Circle.rabblerouser is obviously part of the inner Circle.rabblerouser is obviously part of the inner Circle.rabblerouser is obviously part of the inner Circle.rabblerouser is obviously part of the inner Circle.rabblerouser is obviously part of the inner Circle.rabblerouser is obviously part of the inner Circle.rabblerouser is obviously part of the inner Circle.rabblerouser is obviously part of the inner Circle.
     Reply With Quote
Old 06-26-2019, 03:47 PM   #198
BlackHelicopters BlackHelicopters is offline
Spiraling down the Drain
 
BlackHelicopters's Avatar
 

Join Date: Oct 2012
Location: Dante's Ninth Circle
Casino cash: $2270588
Quote:
Originally Posted by rabblerouser View Post
****, I don't want to take anything...
I take trintellix 20mg. Works well.
Still get an occasional brain zap. Twice a day or so.
__________________
"We're both part of the same hypocrisy, Senator, but never think it applies to my family."


"Fredo. You are my brother, and I love you. But never take sides against the Family again. Ever."
2019 Adopt a Chief - Travis Kelce #87
Posts: 31,759
BlackHelicopters is obviously part of the inner Circle.BlackHelicopters is obviously part of the inner Circle.BlackHelicopters is obviously part of the inner Circle.BlackHelicopters is obviously part of the inner Circle.BlackHelicopters is obviously part of the inner Circle.BlackHelicopters is obviously part of the inner Circle.BlackHelicopters is obviously part of the inner Circle.BlackHelicopters is obviously part of the inner Circle.BlackHelicopters is obviously part of the inner Circle.BlackHelicopters is obviously part of the inner Circle.BlackHelicopters is obviously part of the inner Circle.
     Reply With Quote
Old 06-26-2019, 03:58 PM   #199
rabblerouser rabblerouser is offline
left blank intentionally
 
rabblerouser's Avatar
 

Join Date: Oct 2012
Location: Belize Nuts
Casino cash: $4644897
Quote:
Originally Posted by BlackHelicopters View Post
I take trintellix 20mg. Works well.
Still get an occasional brain zap. Twice a day or so.
What are the side effects?
Don't want anything that causes weight gain or sexual side effects...
__________________
MY ADOPT-A-CHIEF : Jody Fortson Jr.
Posts: 32,166
rabblerouser is obviously part of the inner Circle.rabblerouser is obviously part of the inner Circle.rabblerouser is obviously part of the inner Circle.rabblerouser is obviously part of the inner Circle.rabblerouser is obviously part of the inner Circle.rabblerouser is obviously part of the inner Circle.rabblerouser is obviously part of the inner Circle.rabblerouser is obviously part of the inner Circle.rabblerouser is obviously part of the inner Circle.rabblerouser is obviously part of the inner Circle.rabblerouser is obviously part of the inner Circle.
     Reply With Quote
Old 06-26-2019, 04:10 PM   #200
BlackHelicopters BlackHelicopters is offline
Spiraling down the Drain
 
BlackHelicopters's Avatar
 

Join Date: Oct 2012
Location: Dante's Ninth Circle
Casino cash: $2270588
Quote:
Originally Posted by rabblerouser View Post
What are the side effects?
Don't want anything that causes weight gain or sexual side effects...
All SSRIs(selective serotonin reuptake inhibitors) have the same side effects, although providers will deny any side effects.
Weight gain possible ( improve diet and exercise) brain zaps(like a mini electric shocks) and lowered sexual desire.
It’s your call. Trintellix works. But lifestyle can offset the side effects. I walk 10 miles a day and have cut out soda, added salt, chips and bread.
Sex? Do you want to feel better and do it once or twice a week instead of three times.
Brain zaps? Varies among individuals.
__________________
"We're both part of the same hypocrisy, Senator, but never think it applies to my family."


"Fredo. You are my brother, and I love you. But never take sides against the Family again. Ever."
2019 Adopt a Chief - Travis Kelce #87
Posts: 31,759
BlackHelicopters is obviously part of the inner Circle.BlackHelicopters is obviously part of the inner Circle.BlackHelicopters is obviously part of the inner Circle.BlackHelicopters is obviously part of the inner Circle.BlackHelicopters is obviously part of the inner Circle.BlackHelicopters is obviously part of the inner Circle.BlackHelicopters is obviously part of the inner Circle.BlackHelicopters is obviously part of the inner Circle.BlackHelicopters is obviously part of the inner Circle.BlackHelicopters is obviously part of the inner Circle.BlackHelicopters is obviously part of the inner Circle.
     Reply With Quote
Old 06-26-2019, 04:12 PM   #201
BlackHelicopters BlackHelicopters is offline
Spiraling down the Drain
 
BlackHelicopters's Avatar
 

Join Date: Oct 2012
Location: Dante's Ninth Circle
Casino cash: $2270588
P.S.
Being a Chiefs fan. Nothing offsets this.
__________________
"We're both part of the same hypocrisy, Senator, but never think it applies to my family."


"Fredo. You are my brother, and I love you. But never take sides against the Family again. Ever."
2019 Adopt a Chief - Travis Kelce #87
Posts: 31,759
BlackHelicopters is obviously part of the inner Circle.BlackHelicopters is obviously part of the inner Circle.BlackHelicopters is obviously part of the inner Circle.BlackHelicopters is obviously part of the inner Circle.BlackHelicopters is obviously part of the inner Circle.BlackHelicopters is obviously part of the inner Circle.BlackHelicopters is obviously part of the inner Circle.BlackHelicopters is obviously part of the inner Circle.BlackHelicopters is obviously part of the inner Circle.BlackHelicopters is obviously part of the inner Circle.BlackHelicopters is obviously part of the inner Circle.
     Reply With Quote
Old 06-26-2019, 07:53 PM   #202
Raiderhater58 Raiderhater58 is offline
Eye for an Eye
 
Raiderhater58's Avatar
 

Join Date: Dec 2005
Location: Independence
Casino cash: $9994925
buy a motorcycle!!
__________________
http://i41.tinypic.com/2irmaoi.png
Posts: 607
Raiderhater58 would the whole thing.Raiderhater58 would the whole thing.Raiderhater58 would the whole thing.Raiderhater58 would the whole thing.Raiderhater58 would the whole thing.Raiderhater58 would the whole thing.Raiderhater58 would the whole thing.Raiderhater58 would the whole thing.Raiderhater58 would the whole thing.Raiderhater58 would the whole thing.Raiderhater58 would the whole thing.
     Reply With Quote
Old 06-27-2019, 08:17 AM   #203
Pasta Little Brioni Pasta Little Brioni is offline
Consuming CP souls
 

Join Date: Oct 2005
Location: U.S.A.
Casino cash: $3488880
You're my boy, rabble...head up
__________________
****Official TFWdemB Trivia Commisioner****
Posts: 69,223
Pasta Little Brioni is obviously part of the inner Circle.Pasta Little Brioni is obviously part of the inner Circle.Pasta Little Brioni is obviously part of the inner Circle.Pasta Little Brioni is obviously part of the inner Circle.Pasta Little Brioni is obviously part of the inner Circle.Pasta Little Brioni is obviously part of the inner Circle.Pasta Little Brioni is obviously part of the inner Circle.Pasta Little Brioni is obviously part of the inner Circle.Pasta Little Brioni is obviously part of the inner Circle.Pasta Little Brioni is obviously part of the inner Circle.Pasta Little Brioni is obviously part of the inner Circle.
     Reply With Quote
Old 06-27-2019, 08:39 AM   #204
SuperBowl4 SuperBowl4 is offline
MVP
 

Join Date: Oct 2012
Location: HERMOSA BEACH,CA
Casino cash: $7914900
Quote:
Originally Posted by rabblerouser View Post
****, I don't want to take anything...
Take some Jimi Hendrix wearing headphones and crank it!
Posts: 13,686
SuperBowl4 is blessed with 50/50 Hindsight.SuperBowl4 is blessed with 50/50 Hindsight.SuperBowl4 is blessed with 50/50 Hindsight.SuperBowl4 is blessed with 50/50 Hindsight.SuperBowl4 is blessed with 50/50 Hindsight.SuperBowl4 is blessed with 50/50 Hindsight.SuperBowl4 is blessed with 50/50 Hindsight.SuperBowl4 is blessed with 50/50 Hindsight.SuperBowl4 is blessed with 50/50 Hindsight.SuperBowl4 is blessed with 50/50 Hindsight.SuperBowl4 is blessed with 50/50 Hindsight.
     Reply With Quote
Old 06-27-2019, 12:16 PM   #205
Jilly Jilly is offline
MVP
 
Jilly's Avatar
 

Join Date: Nov 2005
Location: Lee's Summit
Casino cash: $10004925
I didn't want to read through all the posts, but have you thought about a therapist? Not medication but just talk therapy. There is no shame in that. And everyone needs help from time to time.
__________________
"In most of our human relationships, we spend much of our time reassuring one another that our costumes of identity are on straight."
— Ram Dass
Posts: 8,461
Jilly would the whole thing.Jilly would the whole thing.Jilly would the whole thing.Jilly would the whole thing.Jilly would the whole thing.Jilly would the whole thing.Jilly would the whole thing.Jilly would the whole thing.Jilly would the whole thing.Jilly would the whole thing.Jilly would the whole thing.
     Reply With Quote
Old 06-27-2019, 12:42 PM
Prison Bitch
This message has been deleted by Prison Bitch. Reason: Aw forget it
Old 06-27-2019, 12:47 PM   #206
rabblerouser rabblerouser is offline
left blank intentionally
 
rabblerouser's Avatar
 

Join Date: Oct 2012
Location: Belize Nuts
Casino cash: $4644897
Quote:
Originally Posted by Pasta Giant Meatball View Post
You're my boy, rabble...head up
Thank you, brother.
__________________
MY ADOPT-A-CHIEF : Jody Fortson Jr.
Posts: 32,166
rabblerouser is obviously part of the inner Circle.rabblerouser is obviously part of the inner Circle.rabblerouser is obviously part of the inner Circle.rabblerouser is obviously part of the inner Circle.rabblerouser is obviously part of the inner Circle.rabblerouser is obviously part of the inner Circle.rabblerouser is obviously part of the inner Circle.rabblerouser is obviously part of the inner Circle.rabblerouser is obviously part of the inner Circle.rabblerouser is obviously part of the inner Circle.rabblerouser is obviously part of the inner Circle.
     Reply With Quote
Old 06-27-2019, 12:50 PM   #207
JohnnyHammersticks JohnnyHammersticks is offline
MVP
 
JohnnyHammersticks's Avatar
 

Join Date: Oct 2011
Location: Chandler AZ
Casino cash: $2231254
Quote:
Originally Posted by BlackHelicopters View Post
I take trintellix 20mg. Works well.
Still get an occasional brain zap. Twice a day or so.
Had a buddy that took that briefly. Said the brain zaps scared the shit out of him. Took almost 3 months to ween himself off of it.
Posts: 12,949
JohnnyHammersticks is obviously part of the inner Circle.JohnnyHammersticks is obviously part of the inner Circle.JohnnyHammersticks is obviously part of the inner Circle.JohnnyHammersticks is obviously part of the inner Circle.JohnnyHammersticks is obviously part of the inner Circle.JohnnyHammersticks is obviously part of the inner Circle.JohnnyHammersticks is obviously part of the inner Circle.JohnnyHammersticks is obviously part of the inner Circle.JohnnyHammersticks is obviously part of the inner Circle.JohnnyHammersticks is obviously part of the inner Circle.JohnnyHammersticks is obviously part of the inner Circle.
     Reply With Quote
Old 06-27-2019, 01:10 PM   #208
notorious notorious is offline
Supporter
 
notorious's Avatar
 

Join Date: May 2005
Location: Who knows?
Casino cash: $2425884
You will be back and better than ever before you know it Rabs. Keep your chin up.
Posts: 83,733
notorious is obviously part of the inner Circle.notorious is obviously part of the inner Circle.notorious is obviously part of the inner Circle.notorious is obviously part of the inner Circle.notorious is obviously part of the inner Circle.notorious is obviously part of the inner Circle.notorious is obviously part of the inner Circle.notorious is obviously part of the inner Circle.notorious is obviously part of the inner Circle.notorious is obviously part of the inner Circle.notorious is obviously part of the inner Circle.
     Reply With Quote
Old 06-27-2019, 01:14 PM   #209
rabblerouser rabblerouser is offline
left blank intentionally
 
rabblerouser's Avatar
 

Join Date: Oct 2012
Location: Belize Nuts
Casino cash: $4644897
Quote:
Originally Posted by Jilly View Post
I didn't want to read through all the posts, but have you thought about a therapist? Not medication but just talk therapy. There is no shame in that. And everyone needs help from time to time.
Almost every day. On Mondays, I see a therapist, Wednesdays I see a counselor, Fridays I have group therapy, then I go to support group on Tuesdays and Saturdays.
__________________
MY ADOPT-A-CHIEF : Jody Fortson Jr.
Posts: 32,166
rabblerouser is obviously part of the inner Circle.rabblerouser is obviously part of the inner Circle.rabblerouser is obviously part of the inner Circle.rabblerouser is obviously part of the inner Circle.rabblerouser is obviously part of the inner Circle.rabblerouser is obviously part of the inner Circle.rabblerouser is obviously part of the inner Circle.rabblerouser is obviously part of the inner Circle.rabblerouser is obviously part of the inner Circle.rabblerouser is obviously part of the inner Circle.rabblerouser is obviously part of the inner Circle.
     Reply With Quote
Old 06-27-2019, 02:35 PM   #210
Fire Me Boy! Fire Me Boy! is offline
Cast Iron Jedi
 
Fire Me Boy!'s Avatar
 

Join Date: Nov 2004
Casino cash: $9999900
VARSITY
I see a therapist on Tuesdays for anxiety. I had a panic attack in the hospital and that was the breaking point for me. But then one doctor prescribed Valium and another doctor prescribe something else for anxiety and they didn't tell me not to take them at the same time and now I have a badd reaction to the medicine and was really confused yesterday. I'm better today but I'm still pretty loopy.
Posts: 35,253
Fire Me Boy! is obviously part of the inner Circle.Fire Me Boy! is obviously part of the inner Circle.Fire Me Boy! is obviously part of the inner Circle.Fire Me Boy! is obviously part of the inner Circle.Fire Me Boy! is obviously part of the inner Circle.Fire Me Boy! is obviously part of the inner Circle.Fire Me Boy! is obviously part of the inner Circle.Fire Me Boy! is obviously part of the inner Circle.Fire Me Boy! is obviously part of the inner Circle.Fire Me Boy! is obviously part of the inner Circle.Fire Me Boy! is obviously part of the inner Circle.
     Reply With Quote
Reply
Page 14 of 29 « First 410111213 14 1516171824 Last »

« Previous Thread | > Nzoner's Game Room < | Next Thread »

Posting Rules
You may not post new threads
You may not post replies
You may not post attachments
You may not edit your posts
BB code is On
Smilies are On
[IMG] code is On
HTML code is On
Forum Jump




All times are GMT -6. The time now is 09:56 AM.

Contact Us - ChiefsPlanet - Archive - Top

This is a test for a client's site.
Fort Worth Texas Process Servers
Covering Arlington, Fort Worth, Grand Prairie and surrounding communities.
Tarrant County, Texas and Johnson County, Texas.
Advertise with us!
Powered by vBulletin® Version 3.8.8
Copyright ©2000 - 2024, vBulletin Solutions, Inc.