My problem.

[Simply Red]

Hey all,

I'll keep this short and sweet, I've relapsed and I really would like to ask of the CP community to pray for me. Not trying to whore, but; I could really use some thoughts and prayers.

Thanks!

-Simply Red

[Simply Red]

Originally Posted by FAX

It isn't about "will", Mr. Fritz88. "Will" has nothing to do with it.

FAX

I just get aimless, and regret my existence, looking back say the next day. I can't do this anymore.

[Donger]

Originally Posted by Simply Red

I just get aimless, and regret my existence, looking back say the next day. I can't do this anymore.

I don't really have any advice for you, but I will keep you in my thoughts.

[Rain Man]

I know little about this kind of stuff, but if it's serious enough to kill you, what other motivation for change do you need? Move this up to Priority #1, and good luck.

[Simply Red]

Originally Posted by Rain Man

I know little about this kind of stuff, but if it's serious enough to kill you, what other motivation for change do you need? Move this up to Priority #1, and good luck.

done, thank you crew

[FAX]

Originally Posted by Simply Red

I just get aimless, and regret my existence, looking back say the next day. I can't do this anymore.

Answer my question, please.

Have you ever gone to meetings?

FAX

[Simply Red]

we can let this die, ya'll.

I'll bump this with updates intermittently.

I think the 'bash' may be out, @ this pt.

[FAX]

Originally Posted by Rain Man

I know little about this kind of stuff, but if it's serious enough to kill you, what other motivation for change do you need? Move this up to Priority #1, and good luck.

People drink themselves to death every day, Mr. Rain Man.

FAX

[Simply Red]

Originally Posted by FAX

Answer my question, please.

Have you ever gone to meetings?

FAX

no sir, none really, I was sober before from 21 -> 30. (Nine yrs.) and then relapsed.

[Gonzo]

Originally Posted by FAX

Answer my question, please.

Have you ever gone to meetings?

FAX

I'm assuming no, Mr. Fax.
SR, perhaps this isn't a bad idea. You can catch a meeting any day of the week. Just call and go. (Please don't drive if you have been drinking)

You are appreciated around here man. Even though we never see each other we are a community, or a family of sorts and we try to be there for one another.

[Simply Red]

Originally Posted by FAX

People drink themselves to death every day, Mr. Rain Man.

FAX

it's a sad thing, I'm ashamed. Seriously. I really am, and that is no way to live your life. Not to mention the myriad of danger it carries.

[Simply Red]

Originally Posted by Gonzo

I'm assuming no, Mr. Fax.
SR, perhaps this isn't a bad idea. You can catch a meeting any day of the week. Just call and go. (Please don't drive if you have been drinking)

You are appreciated around here man. Even though we never see each other we are a community, or a family of sorts and we try to be there for one another.

that's EXACTLY correct, and this is why i chose to expose this problem.

[Jenson71]

Here you go, SR: St. Martin of Tours.

[bogey]

One step at a time. Don't let the big picture scare you. One step at a time. Start off by finding a meeting. You are not alone, there are millions of people out there that have gone through and are going through the same thing. You can't do this on your own, that's not abnormal. Get help and don't beat yourself up because you need help.

[Simply Red]

Thanks all, I really appreciate the tough love and kind words. Especially since I've already put you all through this, once.

[Simply Red]

Originally Posted by FAX

People drink themselves to death every day, Mr. Rain Man.

FAX

you know of anyone who's used meetings as their 'tool/ticket' for quiting?