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Old 10-17-2019, 06:21 AM  
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Climbing Out Of The Hole

I was an only child growing up. Anybody reading this that was also an only child can surely understand how lonely that can be. Being so lonely left a void in my life, a hole if you will. I've spent years trying to fill that hole with abusive relationships, shady friendships and drugs. Going through all that truly broke me. Finally, became content with the fact that I would always be a loner.

Then came the afternoon of April 27th, 2017. I was in prison in St. Joseph, Missouri excited for the upcoming nfl draft. The guys on 610 sports were all aflutter about the rumors the Chiefs might draft a quarterback. I was hopeful, but not optimistic. Written on a yellow notepad was my big board as well as my Chiefs predictions. I had Mahomes as my #1 choice if he fell, Watson #2 if he fell and Malik Hooker #3. I didn't want trubisky. I was honestly torn between the other two QBs but thought we had a better shot at Mahomes falling to #27. Realistically, I predicted we wouldn't trade up or down and we'd take Adoree Jackson.

Then that evening, my world changed. We all remember it. The trade. The pick. My saviour. The man who came to fill my hole. I am no longer alone. I have Patrick. It doesn't matter that he doesn't know who I am. I know who he is. He is my everything.

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Old 10-17-2019, 08:00 AM   #16
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I don’t think I was ever lonely as an only child. In fact, I think it had quite the opposite impact on me. Now in my 40s, I miss having time by myself.
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Old 10-17-2019, 08:10 AM   #17
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I was an only child growing up. Anybody reading this that was also an only child can surely understand how lonely that can be. Being so lonely left a void in my life, a hole if you will. I've spent years trying to fill that hole with abusive relationships, shady friendships and drugs. Going through all that truly broke me. Finally, became content with the fact that I would always be a loner.
1. Stop calling yourself a LONER-you can't believe how many people, especially guys with wives would LOVE to have alone time and not just a day.

2. So you were an only child. Stop dwelling in misery as there are MILLIONS of single child households. Many talk about how they loved all the attention from the parents and got spoiled.

3. Living a life as a single person has challenges and loneliness can be one of them but I have more than thousands of acquaintances and friends around the World because of being single and having the ability to go places I couldn't if I was married, especially with kids.

4. Who the **** wants kids today? Damn it's brutally expensive, incredibly demanding and your kids want to be YOUR boss, not the other way around. That's 18-25 years of commitment.

5. Escorts, gambling, drinking, drugs, irresponsibility, cigars, fine dining, eating what you want, tossing your clothes on the floor, not shaving, not getting yelled out for stupid shit, farting with no fear, never cutting the grass because the 'ol lady tells you to, cool overindulgent cars, spur of the moment trips, golfing all day, watching sports all you want. What the **** is so bad about that!

I think you are looking at things all wrong and if you ever make it out here, I'll show you how to live a great batchelor life.
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Old 10-17-2019, 08:25 AM   #18
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Old 10-17-2019, 10:21 AM   #19
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5. Escorts, gambling, drinking, drugs, irresponsibility, cigars, fine dining, eating what you want, tossing your clothes on the floor, not shaving, not getting yelled out for stupid shit, farting with no fear, never cutting the grass because the 'ol lady tells you to, cool overindulgent cars, spur of the moment trips, golfing all day, watching sports all you want. What the **** is so bad about that!
I think the drinking and drugs part might be a problem for him. Just a guess...
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Old 10-17-2019, 11:45 AM   #20
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Old 10-17-2019, 11:49 AM   #21
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I don’t think I was ever lonely as an only child. In fact, I think it had quite the opposite impact on me. Now in my 40s, I miss having time by myself.
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Old 10-17-2019, 11:56 AM   #22
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Then came the afternoon of April 27th, 2017. I was in prison in St. Joseph, Missouri excited for the upcoming nfl draft.
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Old 10-17-2019, 12:02 PM   #23
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I just read the Life magazine story on Kurt Cobain while sitting in the sauna at my favorite Asian massage place. Robert Kraft wanted to look at it and I told him to **** off...
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I think the drinking and drugs part might be a problem for him. Just a guess...
Hey, let's not blame the drugs and alcohol...
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Old 10-17-2019, 03:21 PM   #29
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1. Stop calling yourself a LONER-you can't believe how many people, especially guys with wives would LOVE to have alone time and not just a day.

2. So you were an only child. Stop dwelling in misery as there are MILLIONS of single child households. Many talk about how they loved all the attention from the parents and got spoiled.

3. Living a life as a single person has challenges and loneliness can be one of them but I have more than thousands of acquaintances and friends around the World because of being single and having the ability to go places I couldn't if I was married, especially with kids.

4. Who the **** wants kids today? Damn it's brutally expensive, incredibly demanding and your kids want to be YOUR boss, not the other way around. That's 18-25 years of commitment.

5. Escorts, gambling, drinking, drugs, irresponsibility, cigars, fine dining, eating what you want, tossing your clothes on the floor, not shaving, not getting yelled out for stupid shit, farting with no fear, never cutting the grass because the 'ol lady tells you to, cool overindulgent cars, spur of the moment trips, golfing all day, watching sports all you want. What the **** is so bad about that!

I think you are looking at things all wrong and if you ever make it out here, I'll show you how to live a great batchelor life.
Woah, calm down. The story needed a lonely protagonist to lead into the Mahomes intro. Don't take everything you read on an internet message board so seriously.
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Old 10-17-2019, 03:25 PM   #30
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I hope you make the best out of your situation and the new opportunity to live a good, stable life that's in front of you. I really do.


That said, you definitely need to find time to jump on the AMA bandwagon....people are gonna have questions.
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I appreciate you saying all that. I've always loved being able to play around on this board. And while I still like to joke a little, I'm planning to stay in this sober living house I am in voluntarily for the foreseeable future while I work hard on building a better me and foundation for my future.
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