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Old 09-03-2011, 05:06 AM   Topic Starter
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Yes I fell

Damn I was on the wagon for 2 years.

I failed tonight.

Its disgusting but I have excuses. I found out yesterday I have cancer.

Yeah good bye ball.

My mom has leukemia.

Just trying to hold on.

Sorry Red.

Venting more than I should.
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Old 09-03-2011, 05:12 AM   #2
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Dude. Even without the circumstances you described, relapses are a part of recovery and completely understandable. Don't beat yourself up about it, because that will just lead to further triggers.

Sorry to hear about your own cancer and your mom's.
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Old 09-03-2011, 05:12 AM   #3
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Very sorry to hear that !!! I have liver cancer...No fun
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Old 09-03-2011, 05:14 AM   #4
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Very sorry to hear that !!! I have liver cancer...No fun


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Old 09-03-2011, 12:59 PM   #5
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Very sorry to hear that !!! I have liver cancer...No fun
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Old 09-03-2011, 05:20 AM   #6
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Damn I was on the wagon for 2 years.

I failed tonight.

Its disgusting but I have excuses. I found out yesterday I have cancer.

Yeah good bye ball.

My mom has leukemia.

Just trying to hold on.

Sorry Red.

Venting more than I should.


Vent away Smed , life is not kind
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Old 09-03-2011, 05:24 AM   #7
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I think it's outstanding that you made it two years! That's a good job dude; now dust yourself off and get back on the wagon.
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Old 09-03-2011, 05:45 AM   #8
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Old 09-03-2011, 05:51 AM   #9
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Old 09-03-2011, 06:07 AM   #10
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why would you want to be on the wagon anyways?
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Old 09-03-2011, 06:14 AM   #11
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why would you want to be on the wagon anyways?
N00b, threads like this are not for jokes and ribbing of the poster. You shouldn't have to be tols that.
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Old 09-03-2011, 06:29 AM   #12
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N00b, threads like this are not for jokes and ribbing of the poster. You shouldn't have to be tols that.
my post was neither. i've never understood being on the wagon for such a long time. is it that you can only drink in excess?
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Old 09-03-2011, 08:25 AM   #13
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my post was neither. i've never understood being on the wagon for such a long time. is it that you can only drink in excess?
For some, drinking isn't as simple as having a couple and then stopping. It is a cycle of having a couple, and then a few more later, and being far from drunk, but still havign had 5 drinks in a few hours. Keep that up, and then start tossing in some drinks with friends where you have 8 in a couple hours. Go home, have a couple more with a pizza. '

Take that example and you might think it sounds fine if you aren't needing to be "on the wagon" but for some, that becoms a habit that expands to being every day life, and then they get to where even those 8 beers with friends hardly effect them, so they have to drink more to get the same buzz, and the cycle grows. For those people....the only way to stop the cycle is to never take a drink.

I knew a guy from my hometown that donated blood every single chance he could, and his reason was that it was the only way that he could feel anything off of a 12 pack of beer. So he would have a carton of cigaretts and 12 pack of beer cold and waiting for him after each donation. That is the type that needs the wagon to get things on track.

Good luck Smed. Talking about things helps, so vent away.
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Old 09-03-2011, 04:42 PM   #14
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For some, drinking isn't as simple as having a couple and then stopping. It is a cycle of having a couple, and then a few more later, and being far from drunk, but still havign had 5 drinks in a few hours. Keep that up, and then start tossing in some drinks with friends where you have 8 in a couple hours. Go home, have a couple more with a pizza. '

Take that example and you might think it sounds fine if you aren't needing to be "on the wagon" but for some, that becoms a habit that expands to being every day life, and then they get to where even those 8 beers with friends hardly effect them, so they have to drink more to get the same buzz, and the cycle grows. For those people....the only way to stop the cycle is to never take a drink.

I knew a guy from my hometown that donated blood every single chance he could, and his reason was that it was the only way that he could feel anything off of a 12 pack of beer. So he would have a carton of cigaretts and 12 pack of beer cold and waiting for him after each donation. That is the type that needs the wagon to get things on track.

Good luck Smed. Talking about things helps, so vent away.
WOW. Great story. Pretty ridic. Thanks for explaining.
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Old 09-03-2011, 06:59 AM   #15
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N00b, threads like this are not for jokes and ribbing of the poster. You shouldn't have to be tols that.
You knew that was going to happen, man. It is what it is...
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