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Location: Returning From Hell
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Yes I fell
Damn I was on the wagon for 2 years.
I failed tonight. Its disgusting but I have excuses. I found out yesterday I have cancer. Yeah good bye ball. My mom has leukemia. Just trying to hold on. Sorry Red. Venting more than I should. |
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In Search of a Life
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Dude. Even without the circumstances you described, relapses are a part of recovery and completely understandable. Don't beat yourself up about it, because that will just lead to further triggers.
Sorry to hear about your own cancer and your mom's.
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Very sorry to hear that !!!
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Vent away Smed , life is not kind |
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Homer go crazy!!!
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I think it's outstanding that you made it two years! That's a good job dude; now dust yourself off and get back on the wagon.
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Stay strong cancer is bad but if you let your demon overcome you then you'll never overcome cancer. Cancer tough but you can beat it. Use the fight to stay sober in fighting cancer and you'll win. God bless you and stay strong.
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Don't look back...give yourself permission to forgive and look ahead.
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why would you want to be on the wagon anyways?
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N00b, threads like this are not for jokes and ribbing of the poster. You shouldn't have to be tols that.
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Take that example and you might think it sounds fine if you aren't needing to be "on the wagon" but for some, that becoms a habit that expands to being every day life, and then they get to where even those 8 beers with friends hardly effect them, so they have to drink more to get the same buzz, and the cycle grows. For those people....the only way to stop the cycle is to never take a drink. I knew a guy from my hometown that donated blood every single chance he could, and his reason was that it was the only way that he could feel anything off of a 12 pack of beer. So he would have a carton of cigaretts and 12 pack of beer cold and waiting for him after each donation. That is the type that needs the wagon to get things on track. Good luck Smed. Talking about things helps, so vent away. |
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You knew that was going to happen, man. It is what it is...
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