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MTG#10 · 03-21-2010, 08:05 AM

I dont know why Im posting this thread, just need to vent. I know I shouldnt be feeling this way, its been almost a year since my wife left but I feel like I just missed the birth of my own child. I knew it was going to happen soon and I thought I was mentally prepared but when her dad called me and told me this morning I quickly realized I wasn't. I cant believe I still love her after everything she's done to me and put me through both emotionally and financially. I would take her back and help her raise her baby in a heartbeat. Thats how much I love her. ****ing pathetic I know. When's this shit going to end? Its been 10 months and it still hurts just as much as the day I found out. Its so hard to keep face in front of my kids, they are so excited to have a new baby sister and I have to pretend Im happy and excited for them but its killing me. I know I have to be strong for my kids and I will but when they are gone I dont know what to do.

**Iowanian** · 03-22-2010, 09:10 AM

I don't care if she can fart and heat the love sleeve to a comfortable 105F and it she has the muscle control to complete a key chain size rubiks cube, no vag is worth this much bullshit.

Maybe to make her further complacent, you should let her and baby daddy both move in with you. You guys can 2 car garage her...and since you're into making her jealous, let her catch you in a game of tummy sticks with Lawrence of her Labia.

ForeverChiefs58 · 03-22-2010, 09:13 AM

If I told you I had a tumor and everyone was telling me I needed to get rid of it, have it cut out and work on getting better. If I said I was thinking about keeping it because we have been through so much together, so many good times, it was hard for me to let go, everyone would say I was crazy/stupid and needed to be cancer free.
If you don't start treating this more serious I am affraid it may kill you. you have a serious poisonous toxin in your life consumming you. Recognise that it is affecting you, and do anything and everything to be around people that have a positive impact on you and stay away from the poisons in your life. Good luck and write me anytime you ever want to talk.

MTG#10 · 03-22-2010, 09:41 AM

I just set up a free phone consultation with Tri-Lakes Relational Center here in Springfield. I dont know if Im going to be able to afford their services yet but I guess I'll find out when they call. I feel a lot better today, not as depressed as I have been. Maybe because the sun is out I dont know. Yesterday was just really bad because of the baby being born. I thought I was mentally prepared to handle it but I wasn't.

I know I deserve a lot of the shit Ive been getting but I would like to say that I cant help the way I feel for my ex. Believe me if I could just stop loving her I would do it without hesitation. I also cant help the addiction I have to her sexually. Ive tried to say no, and I have said no but she always breaks me down because Im weak around her. Hopefully I'll be able to afford this counseling so I can change that.

To everyone who talked shit about my kids and my abilty to be a father, go **** yourselves. Im a GREAT father. I have my kids 4 days a week, get them up in the morning for school, make them breakfast, do their homework with them, take them to their t-ball practice and singing lessons, play with them, make them dinner when they get home, give them bathes, read to them before bed, and I do this all ALONE and have been since before their mom left me because she wouldn't. How many men do you know that does all this by themselves? Probably not many. I love my kids and anyone that knows me personally would tell you that Im a great dad. I have never said one thing bad about their mother to them, Ive never cried in front of them, and they have no idea whats going on with my wife and I. All they know is that I still love her and respect her. So stop talking out of your ass about something you know absolutely nothing about. That is all.

MOhillbilly · 03-22-2010, 09:54 AM

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Originally Posted by MTG#10

I just set up a free phone consultation with Tri-Lakes Relational Center here in Springfield. I dont know if Im going to be able to afford their services yet but I guess I'll find out when they call.

http://www.forest.edu/cr-murney.aspx

you can afford this. 20$ a pop.

**TrebMaxx** · 03-22-2010, 10:00 AM

That's good to hear MTG. I hope it works out for you. If it does turn out to be too expensive you might also check at the University. I know sometimes they have free programs but I don't know if MO. State does. You may end up with someone that is working toward the latter phases of their degree work, but they receive assistance from their profs. I am hoping for the best for you.

Deberg_1990 · 03-22-2010, 10:03 AM

Hope it works out for you MTG. Glad to hear you took the advice some offered here and sought out some help.

Mr. Plow · 03-22-2010, 10:23 AM

All I can say is wow. What a ****ed up way to go through life. Truly loving someone is one thing.....that doesn't ever go away - but what you are doing to not only yourself, but your kids, your EX wife and her BOYFRIEND is beyond ****ed up - and you are using love as your excuse to make it ok with yourself.

Sometimes, love isn't enough and in this case, it isn't. Sometimes you just have to get your balls out of the purse, man up, and move on. Easier said than done, I know - but it would be best for you and your kids.

I really hope the counseling works out for you because you need it. You need it badly.

threebag · 03-22-2010, 10:28 AM

Has her boyfriend ever asked you how he taste? If not that is a good place to start. Just look him in the eye and let it rip. If he runs his mouth just let him know you get in there past the used

**btlook1** · 03-22-2010, 10:30 AM

Good for you MTG. Hope you can get the help you need. Keep your head up and get it screwed on straight!

Amnorix · 03-22-2010, 10:38 AM

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Originally Posted by Jilly

Then **** you, dude. Seriously, quit making dumb ass decisions.

This. This x 1,000.

**The Franchise** · 03-22-2010, 10:40 AM

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Originally Posted by MTG#10

I just set up a free phone consultation with Tri-Lakes Relational Center here in Springfield. I dont know if Im going to be able to afford their services yet but I guess I'll find out when they call. I feel a lot better today, not as depressed as I have been. Maybe because the sun is out I dont know. Yesterday was just really bad because of the baby being born. I thought I was mentally prepared to handle it but I wasn't.

I know I deserve a lot of the shit Ive been getting but I would like to say that I cant help the way I feel for my ex. Believe me if I could just stop loving her I would do it without hesitation. I also cant help the addiction I have to her sexually. Ive tried to say no, and I have said no but she always breaks me down because Im weak around her. Hopefully I'll be able to afford this counseling so I can change that.

To everyone who talked shit about my kids and my abilty to be a father, go **** yourselves. Im a GREAT father. I have my kids 4 days a week, get them up in the morning for school, make them breakfast, do their homework with them, take them to their t-ball practice and singing lessons, play with them, make them dinner when they get home, give them bathes, read to them before bed, and I do this all ALONE and have been since before their mom left me because she wouldn't. How many men do you know that does all this by themselves? Probably not many. I love my kids and anyone that knows me personally would tell you that Im a great dad. I have never said one thing bad about their mother to them, Ive never cried in front of them, and they have no idea whats going on with my wife and I. All they know is that I still love her and respect her. So stop talking out of your ass about something you know absolutely nothing about. That is all.

Good to hear man. Hopefully this gets you on the right path.

**cdcox** · 03-22-2010, 10:42 AM

Good for you MTG. Recognizing that you want to change the situation and as of now are unable to control your actions is a huge step. Seeking the help you need is an even bigger one. I'm pulling for you.

MTG#10 · 03-22-2010, 10:43 AM

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Originally Posted by Mr. Plow

what you are doing to not only yourself, but your kids, your EX wife and her BOYFRIEND is beyond ****ed up -

Im not doing anything to my kids, for the third time they have no clue whats going on. My wife is doing it to me as well, and am I really supposed to feel bad for what this is doing to her boyfriend? The guy that has a fetish for married women? The guy that slept with two other married girls at my wife's work before her? **** him.

Katipan · 03-22-2010, 10:47 AM

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Originally Posted by MTG#10

Im not doing anything to my kids, for the third time they have no clue whats going on.

They just had a brand new baby sister and you are actively trying to break up your wife and her boyfriend. The daddy to their new sister. The guy they see kiss their mother. The guy thats around when they're around their mother.

You have zero clue how your little pebbles of hatred and despair effect anyone.
Not even yourself.

MOhillbilly · 03-22-2010, 10:47 AM

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=5q3z4IP_nNU

03-21-2010, 08:05 AM
MTG#10 Mammoth penis Join Date: May 2006 Location: Springfield Casino cash: $7394386	My ex had her baby last night... I dont know why Im posting this thread, just need to vent. I know I shouldnt be feeling this way, its been almost a year since my wife left but I feel like I just missed the birth of my own child. I knew it was going to happen soon and I thought I was mentally prepared but when her dad called me and told me this morning I quickly realized I wasn't. I cant believe I still love her after everything she's done to me and put me through both emotionally and financially. I would take her back and help her raise her baby in a heartbeat. Thats how much I love her. ****ing pathetic I know. When's this shit going to end? Its been 10 months and it still hurts just as much as the day I found out. Its so hard to keep face in front of my kids, they are so excited to have a new baby sister and I have to pretend Im happy and excited for them but its killing me. I know I have to be strong for my kids and I will but when they are gone I dont know what to do.
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03-22-2010, 09:10 AM	#316
Iowanian Supporter Join Date: Aug 2000 Location: Utopia Casino cash: $4608454	I don't care if she can fart and heat the love sleeve to a comfortable 105F and it she has the muscle control to complete a key chain size rubiks cube, no vag is worth this much bullshit. Maybe to make her further complacent, you should let her and baby daddy both move in with you. You guys can 2 car garage her...and since you're into making her jealous, let her catch you in a game of tummy sticks with Lawrence of her Labia.
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03-22-2010, 09:13 AM	#317
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03-22-2010, 09:41 AM	#318
MTG#10 Mammoth penis Join Date: May 2006 Location: Springfield Casino cash: $7394386	I just set up a free phone consultation with Tri-Lakes Relational Center here in Springfield. I dont know if Im going to be able to afford their services yet but I guess I'll find out when they call. I feel a lot better today, not as depressed as I have been. Maybe because the sun is out I dont know. Yesterday was just really bad because of the baby being born. I thought I was mentally prepared to handle it but I wasn't. I know I deserve a lot of the shit Ive been getting but I would like to say that I cant help the way I feel for my ex. Believe me if I could just stop loving her I would do it without hesitation. I also cant help the addiction I have to her sexually. Ive tried to say no, and I have said no but she always breaks me down because Im weak around her. Hopefully I'll be able to afford this counseling so I can change that. To everyone who talked shit about my kids and my abilty to be a father, go **** yourselves. Im a GREAT father. I have my kids 4 days a week, get them up in the morning for school, make them breakfast, do their homework with them, take them to their t-ball practice and singing lessons, play with them, make them dinner when they get home, give them bathes, read to them before bed, and I do this all ALONE and have been since before their mom left me because she wouldn't. How many men do you know that does all this by themselves? Probably not many. I love my kids and anyone that knows me personally would tell you that Im a great dad. I have never said one thing bad about their mother to them, Ive never cried in front of them, and they have no idea whats going on with my wife and I. All they know is that I still love her and respect her. So stop talking out of your ass about something you know absolutely nothing about. That is all.
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03-22-2010, 10:00 AM	#320
TrebMaxx Supporter Join Date: Nov 2005 Location: Peoples Republic of CoMo Casino cash: $987252	That's good to hear MTG. I hope it works out for you. If it does turn out to be too expensive you might also check at the University. I know sometimes they have free programs but I don't know if MO. State does. You may end up with someone that is working toward the latter phases of their degree work, but they receive assistance from their profs. I am hoping for the best for you. __________________
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03-22-2010, 10:03 AM	#321
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03-22-2010, 10:23 AM	#322
Mr. Plow In Search of a Life Join Date: Dec 2005 Casino cash: $1557391	All I can say is wow. What a **ed up way to go through life. Truly loving someone is one thing.....that doesn't ever go away - but what you are doing to not only yourself, but your kids, your EX wife and her BOYFRIEND is beyond **ed up - and you are using love as your excuse to make it ok with yourself. Sometimes, love isn't enough and in this case, it isn't. Sometimes you just have to get your balls out of the purse, man up, and move on. Easier said than done, I know - but it would be best for you and your kids. I really hope the counseling works out for you because you need it. You need it badly.
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03-22-2010, 10:28 AM	#323
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03-22-2010, 10:30 AM	#324
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03-22-2010, 10:47 AM	#330
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