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I'm emotionally damaged. I've lost a kid. My ex wife did some pretty despicable crap to me. Her husband to whom she is still married did some pretty awful stuff to my oldest daughter. All I got is left is humor. So, that's why I make stupid jokes.

[crispystl]

Originally Posted by Phobia

I'm emotionally damaged. I've lost a kid. My ex wife did some pretty despicable crap to me. Her husband to whom she is still married did some pretty awful stuff to my oldest daughter. All I got is left is humor. So, that's why I make stupid jokes.

That's terrible. How did you lose a child? (if you don't mind me asking)

Originally Posted by crispystl420

That's terrible. How did you lose a child? (if you don't mind me asking)

She had Downs, of which one of the struggles is a weak heart. Her heart failed 3 days before she was born.

[lcarus]

Originally Posted by Phobia

She had Downs, of which one of the struggles is a weak heart. Her heart failed 3 days before she was born.

Well now I just feel downright bad and stupid for some of the things I've said on this board

Originally Posted by lcarus

Well now I just feel downright bad and stupid for some of the things I've said on this board

Why? People die. Kids die. Doesn't mean stuff isn't funny. I presume you wouldn't have made a joke about my dead daughter. I'm not browsing the internet looking to be offended which is the only way the people who are emotionally impacted by these stories are going to get hurt.

I don't even expect anybody to stop saying "reerun". I say "reerun".

[Hammock Parties]

Originally Posted by Phobia

I'm emotionally damaged. I've lost a kid. My ex wife did some pretty despicable crap to me. Her husband to whom she is still married did some pretty awful stuff to my oldest daughter. All I got is left is humor. So, that's why I make stupid jokes.

I am going to be totally honest. I was in a lesbian relationship for years. I played the stud roll in this/ these relationships. I guess after being exposed and going through so much with men it damaged my view and my wanting to be with them.

However then I was young. Now as a woman I grew up and learned how to put my past behind me. So here is what I am hoping to find. A man who is kind, a man who has patience, and strong. I want a man who is mature enough not to bring up my past and who is capable to love and respect the love that is given to him. I am drama free and expect the same.

Futhermore, I want a man who will not pressure me and is understanding. I want a man who will not disrespect me with asking me for a threesome. And most importantly love and know God. I am a thick black woman and I am looking for a black king. If you are out there I am here.